Memories

Im not sure how people go back to normal life without you. It’s taken me days to write anything in here. Kane left first that was gross we ended up being glued to each other, we had two big nights crying, laughing and drinking till the sun came up. Pretty much expecting you to show up at any minute and take over the music. I went and got tattoos for us like we said we would, your stars, 17 & the song I played when we sat together on the last day. Right now people make me mad I hate how the world just keeps on like nothing happened. I dont know if this is the right place to dump my crappy feelings but who’s really going to tell me no LOL. Nates ok he got tattoos also and aunty Frost had a good talk to me, they love you heaps. Im not sure how to navigate the next how long it takes to feel normal but it will take how ever long it takes. How dare you leave me with our brothers I mean the 3 of them are somewhat stunted but love able hahah. You pretty much were the heart of us 5 but Il see you in my dreams for another argument I’l always win haha look after grandma please I miss you both dearly Nat x

Mr dearest Granddaughter. Although we didn't see each other often, you were often in our thoughts. We will always remember the fun times we shared

Love you forever Natalie 💜

We lived together for a while when Dallas was a toddler. You were more like a sister to me, than a cousin. We recently reconnected when you came to Christchurch. I was so nervous to see you but we hit it off immediately. We drank, sang, laughed and talked some kaka. From then we remained close: we called often, shared reels/tiktoks. My kids loved their aunty Nat so much. I love you ❤️

Love you sis